The aim of life is Self-development To realize one’s nature perfectly — that is what each of us is here for.
Take a moment to think about all that nature gives to you every single day so that you can live. And yet nature never asks for anything in return. That is true giving.
There is no doubt that when using the Law of Attraction for the good of everyone, you are connecting yourself to great power. However, the law is also available to you individually so that you may live your life to the fullest. When you live your life to the fullest you have so much more to give others.
Your pain and misery does not help the world. But your joy and your life lived fully uplifts the world.
So go ahead and decide to live your remaining life Joyfully and Happily.